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Name: Phoebe
Location: Orange County, California, United States
Birthday: 3/30/1988


Interests: that's for me to know and you to never find out.
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Member Since: 1/18/2005

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

A poem

A friend ignored,
A friend forgotten,
A friend aside,
All because a heart won't forget.

A friend depressed,
A friend saddened,
A friend alone,
All because a heart won't forget.

The sky darkens.
The heart hardens.
The sun sets.
And we forget...

Not to be totally forgotten,
Not to be always remembered,
Just put aside in another room
Of the otherwise occupied heart.


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

"It's never enough is it? What I do is never enough."

I had to learn the hard way that love is never unconditional. No matter what you do or say to someone, their love for you always comes with a price that you have to pay. how does one go through life seeking love for who they are, not what they can do, what they can say, but just who they are, and never get it without having to pay some sort of a price? I'd like to believe that they really did love me unconditionally, but that it was just they didn't know how to show it. Except that every time something happens, where most people would love and support, I'm told that I could do better. I could be better. I haven't reached the level that satisfies them. And as I stand there before them, a twenty year old grown woman, my head hung low, listening to them explain how I could have succeeded more, I realize that no love is ever unconditional.


Sunday, May 04, 2008

"Only solitary men know the full joys of friendship. Others have their families; but to a solitary and an exile, his friends are everything." --Willa Cather

 

There is no quote that so fully describes me.


Friday, February 15, 2008

if there is one thing i've learned this past sememster, it's that i'm farther away than i thought i was. more detached, more isolated, more...cold. and so while this irritating fact is reaching further and further under my skin, i find myself more blase about the whole deal than ever before. what a paradox.


Saturday, December 01, 2007

Some of the worst mistakes of my life have been haircuts. --Jim Morrison

i've found the quote that defines my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh gosh if only ya'll knew the haircuts i've had, you would know that i've made some really bad mistakes in my life.



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